Sunday, 12 January 2014


Club Black Whip
I have been busy travelling and have thus not made it to many clubs recently. I however managed to go to the latest Club Black Whip, which is a femdom club based around ebony dommes.

It was quite a fun night, but I thought the club would be open till 3am and was a bit disappointed when it closed before 1am.

I got some play and beaten with a flogger by a Mistress whilst she grabbed my dick. A hot black domme teased me and said I had a "mangina". She wanted to take me home, but her boyfriend didn't approve. The House Mistress wanted to take me home so I could have sex with her and she was even going to pay for my taxi home, but I turned down the offer.

Lets see what events come up next!

Monday, 9 December 2013

London Fetish clubs

A long time since my last post but I have been very active. I have been to a lot of clubs lately in the London fetish scene and thought I would report on the happenings

29th November - Club Pedestal
The best femdom club in London if not in the world. I arrived and got approached by an attractive black Mistress who coerced me into taking part in the best man competition. An Asian Mistress who I had met before asked me if I would film with her. I was drunk and said yes, but I should have probably refused the offer.

The best dressed man competition was a little boring and I should have spent the time meeting more people. After the competition I approached a younger domme, we chatted but all that came out of it was that we got off since she wanted to make another slave who had been approaching her jealous.

It was getting late so I plucked up my courage and approached two dommes. One was younger, Polish with short hair. She had a posh look going with elbow length gloves, a dress and black shoes. The other was in rubber, English and had a fascinator hanging over her face. I offered a foot massage and the Polish domme accepted. We chatted a lot to the point her friend complained I wasn't worshiping her enough haha. I massaged her feet, kissed them and kissed her gloved hands. She then bent me over the sofa and whipped my ass with a flogger. It was a hot experience. We agreed to meet the next day.

30th November - WonderlandWonderland is more of a fun, colourful fetish party and held in a great fetish venue - The Flying Dutchman in South London.

I met the Polish girl again, this time she was wearing a cheerleader outfit. She introduced me to one of her friends - a transsexual porn star, who wanted to meet the cute boy she had met the night before.

We went down to the couples area and just chatted for a while. Her friends left and she told me to worship her body. We kissed and I went down on her, fingering her until she came. We carried on manically and she started squirting all over her cheerleader outfit. She started sucking me off but I wanted to come on her pretty slutty white outfit. I started fingering her anally but it might have been a bit too much for her. We carried on until I came and we collapsed. It is probably the furthest I have gone in public so far. It was quite intense doing it in a room filled with other people and couples.

7th December - Torture Garden
Torture Garden is probably the biggest and most famous club, with more of a nightclub feeling to it. I went in latex like all the other nights and met a couple of girls I knew from Pedestal. The girl I knew best was wearing a latex bra, jodhpurs and riding boots. She had bought a crop just for the occasion.

She wanted to be spanked so I used her crop and my hands  until her bottom was glowing through her trousers. She returned the favour to me and whilst I was bent over another girl asked to join in which was fun.

We carried on in the same vein, spanking, kissing and I got to lick her breasts. I wanted to do more that night, but she had not been to that many clubs before.


I will hopefully meet the Polish girl at fetish party in a mansion house at the start of the new year. I hope we can take everything further.

I want her as my slut. I want to come in her face and fuck her up the ass. At the same time I want to switch and also try the opposite. I want to be a slave on a leash, kissing her boots as she stands over me. I want to worship her body and rim her. She is into strap ons, so I would like her to fuck my face and take me from behind like a cheap slut; slapping me about and spitting on me once she is finished. Maybe we can also mess around with some of her friends ;-)

Saturday, 13 October 2012

Back in London

I’m finally back in the big city and hope to get back to what I am made to do - serving superiors.

I will hopefully be able to serve Mistresses as a sissy maid again and get fucked and choked with strap ons again. I’m searching into events to attend.

In the meantime here are some videos that have exited my pathetic little clitty lately.

What a lucky sissy, getting feminised by a stunning domme I got to very briefly meet once.

A sissy boy dressed up as a puppy getting fucked by two shemales – how hot!

Saturday, 11 February 2012

One of my favourite films - New Cross Dressing Cuckold Husband

This film by JanB is absolutely amazing. Watching it really puts me in my place and I realise how pathetic and submissive I am. I fantasise about being degraded in such a manner and so badly humiliated. It would feel so right though, since it is who I am. It is the place in society I was born to occupy - the sissy cuck maid.

I would love to be dressed up and verbally humiliated at the same time. Then told to call her lover and BEG him on the phone to come over and fuck my wife. When he arrives I greet him in my uniform and help serve the two of them as they laugh at me. My final job is just to assist them in the bedroom and let my wife have the pleasure I cannot give her. To show how submissive I am to both of them I kiss her bull's ass and suck on his big cock. God I am pathetic!

Here are some scenes from the film. Find the film, play with your little clitty and accept what a loser sissy white boy you are.

Maid at a Strap On Party!!

I've been asked to be the maid at a strap on and watersports party!!!! I'm so honoured its amazing.

I will be there to clean strap ons, wash up piss and carry out any errands that the Mistresses request. I will need to buy some new cloths to look good for the party and make the Mistresses proud. Its my first sissy maid outing and I'm nervous that I will be too excited and make mistakes. I will have to put a lot of effort into looking the part and even more energy into making sure I make my Superiors proud.

If I clean well enough I will maybe be allowed to kiss some soles, suck some strap ons, get bummed and pissed on. It would be an honour to be an object of amusement for these Mistresses.

Tuesday, 6 December 2011


Sometimes we feel so ashamed by what we do; dressing up, submitting, getting humiliated and used. We try to change, to become a man, but we can't. We look at our little clitties and it feels so right to submit.

We look at pictures like the above and wish we were born with a big black cock, that we were alpha males that could be dominant and satisfy women. I have learned to GIVE UP FALSE HOPE. Stop fighting it and just accept what you are.

Accepting your place in the world feels so good and comforting. Dressing up feels like finally coming home after all these years. No more pretending, no more lying to ourselves. Dressing up like a sissy maid and submitting to a Superior is the most fulfilling thing I have ever done. To know you are serving someone better than you is a reason to live. It is now my purpose in life.

Lesson Two


I have learned that to increase a sissy’s submission she should always have her little clitty locked away in chastity. It symbolises giving up power to a Superior and admitting that your little clitty isn’t capable of pleasuring anyone and thus should be locked away.

To make the clitty look pretty and feminine a little bright ribbon should always be used. Or a sissy pouch could be purchased to increase the humiliation.

I think about two weeks of chastity between each ejaculation is an ideal time, which keeps the sissy on her toes at all times. This period of chastity should of course be extended if the sissy does not behave herself and needs a punishment. If a sissy is allowed to ejaculate it should be a ruined orgasm to give the sissy as little pleasure as possible. Once she has had her orgasm she should be made to eat the cum and then sent straight back to house duties.